A Decade?

I guess I'll be writing in my blog a little more often now, okay then next question :
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"Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years. "
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Lemme see, that means that I'll be around 26 then? Eww old. Well I've always wanted to be a lawyer, well more like I've wanted to work with something related to law for a long time. Sigh, I'll give you peek on my plans, well more like dreams :

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After graduating, I'd like to take my LSAT ( which is sad that they don't have it here) then go to college, I'd love to go to GWU or Den haag law school. I refuse to study law in Indonesia, why? well let's save it up for next time shall we. Moving on after I graduate from my bachelor degree, I want to search for a masters degree in Law, International law. Since I hear it's easier that way :)

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Sadly I can't learn anything from the social science part in my hisgh school years, I'm ( sadly) taking science, kinda drowning here btw. And yes I do suck in chemistry, whether it's in english or not. But one thing that I've learned from dad is that the future is never secure, no matter how smart or how good you are.

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Dad he actually wanted to be an engineer, but he ended up in the International relations program. He was quite pissed at first, but then when he studied for the first semester. He loved it and felt more confident in this major and about this choice than anything else.

Hearing these stories well, I get worried but excited at the same time about what'll the future brings. Truly god has a plan for us all right?

Btw I am SO proud of these little guys :)

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" I have my way of worshipping God and his disciples" -Taffy

Let's Take Up a Challenge

Well I guess I should take up a challenge, I really need to keep track on myself. Let's see first question :

"Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is."

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Wow internet these days, getting so personal and open. Well by me writing in this blog, I'm already participating. However I do not wish to share my "lovey-dovey" relationship stats with you ( Which involves me and a bag of chips with good ol' House and Wilson shaking what god gave them)

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Instead I'll tell you a bit about my relationship w/friends,

I've been many persons, well in terms of P4 players, I can switch personas. But not intentionally, sadly. I've been the Nerd, outcast, bitch, teachers pet, jock and even the "it girl" (OMG), and of course that means I've had different friends, with of course different personalities. I've lived in different countries, which means I've meet different kinds of persons with different skin and most importantly different beliefs ( You name it religous, political etc.)

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And what amuses me the most about these oh-so-called different people? They're all the same, but different in their stereotypical way. Different as in how they act and think, same as in their loyalty towards other friends that they care about and how I can lose my grip from their frieandship they offer me. And how much I've come to realise that I've never had a friend who's been there for me, there as in physically. (As in actually being there, at that place)

But being in this kind of moving condition, makes me realise that I have 3-4 years here with new friends and I don't want to waste a minute of this. Sadly I can't be attached to people, and I've become used to this. No matter how much I love my newfound and old friends, I can't get myself to attach myself fully to them.

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Final answer :

" Unable to attach to people, afraid to commit both in a friendly and romantically way."

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" I guess I still have a long way to go. SUIT UP OH YEAH" - Taffy

Clock

Well the GCSE results are finally coming in.
14th August 2010 will be the day bombs (my parents) will explode with all their fury.
It was nice knowing you web-world.

Anyways, I hope that I pass math and ESL . I'll be needing those two in the real world well more, like I'll be using them more when I get into college. I pretty much doubt about taking medicine, biology as my major..just the thought of it makes me feel sorry for my lecturer!

Eventhough that science may not be the best choice for me, but it's darn right interesting and un-surpisingly the most surprising! a baby is born with only 30 bones, but when it grows older it has 206. the small intestine can be as long as 2 grown men!

I'm rambling out of the topic again.
You know what I'd love to take? Law or International relations. Simply because I want to learn the regulations. It makes me wonder how simple written text can control, organize civilisation. (Our EC debate coach can laugh all he wants here) And you know what makes me even more curious? the power of speech, words well put together in a sentence mixed with the confidence of the speaker has more power than any water bottle thrown at by our house delegates. Ha!

" I guess curiosity makes me move"- Taffy

Lesson Learned

For you who know me IRL, you might describe me as the type of person who " Acts-before-thinks" What can I say? Talk less do more.
Anyways, I'm in highschool, duh I mean I'm a sophmore now. Which means that I've meet new people, learned stuff that I doubt we'll never use in the future and practiced different morals.

Like my fellow Dage said a few days ago : Knowing and practising are two different things.
Dage is a wise old man, so duh, it's true. Knowing and practising are two different things. You know what's right and what's wrong. Yet very few of us has the guts to actually do so.

I remember when I was in the 4th grade all of my classmates swore that they won't drink nor smoke, but who's talking now. Practically everyone in that class now is either a passive drinker or a regular/social smoker ( and the ocassional tobacco chewer)

See? and then there's the crap about love, but I won't go to that part. Boo no! People have different perceptions about that touchy-touchy oh~ topic. Yes, in just a year I've heard and seen different views, stories and histories about this topic. Well if love wasn't that complicated then, it wouldn't be as fun as it is now.


" I'm still random even after this serious post" - Taffy