Octopus month

Ah the october breeze and the month of the libra /cough
Anyways let's go on with the next question, I'll combo it too this time. It's been a long time since I've written in the old blogger. and news flash bought a DSi, so booyeah. Next question is :



"Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life."

Never thought about that actually, why would I end my life? sure things has it's ups and downs but that's not a big enough reason to kill myself. besides If I were to kill myself I would do it like this: laying in bed 100 years or more, old all rotten and accidentaly scratch myself so hard I died.

Anyways I've been baking alot, nothing has really happened neither has anything blog-able to write cross my mind. except the fact that we have a very pushy education system in Indonesia, other than that nothing. Maybe I'm just a wee bit stressed out because of As/A level, I'm not going to use it since I'll be going to pre-univ anyways ( taking social science). But since it's already been paid well let's just see how much my brain will take up, eventhough it'll be pretty much irrelevant for me.

" POKEMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON RULEZ" - Taffy

Urgh I'll Combo You!

Still in the 30 day challenge! whoop whoop
Next question, I've decided to combo it. Since recently people has been asking me how I think of these touchy-touchy topics, and the TWO questions are :

"Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol."

When I first saw this question I was like " OMG health-class-question much?" It's not that I don't care about this topic it's just, well stupid. The people who do drugs they know it's dangerous and still they do it. And people who do, do drugs and are not aware, then I blame the people around them, even the goverment. We live in this countries, and a goverments job is to make it's people happy! and not happy as in "I'm so darn high whoop" but in healthy happy. Aware them, then pass on yor awareness about drugs. It's all about cooperation and opening yourself, that's all we need. ( But I am so for drugs in medical use)

Next question is really touchy especially for me, living in a majority Islamic country, I'll keep this short to avoid any controversial ( Hopefully)

"Day 04 - Your views on religion"

Sigh, it's not that. I've been exposed to so many issues about this. Why can't we all get along? religion is religion, it's not debatteble nor is it an issue strong enough to drop a bomb about it. We have human rights, to believe in what we want and to express what we believe. Some people see these conventions as an advantage ( in a bad way no need to give examples), and misinterpreting it. I believe that anything can be solved through discussions these days, and if you're smart enough to make a nuclear bomb with human logic and why not settle down and disscus with the human logic that we proclaim that we have? but that answer will probably be mixed by pride and prejudice.

Final answer to number 3 and 4:

- " Izzz bad"

- " I have my way of worshipping, and I believe in god"

"Shawty short short post"-Taffy

A Decade?

I guess I'll be writing in my blog a little more often now, okay then next question :
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"Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years. "
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Lemme see, that means that I'll be around 26 then? Eww old. Well I've always wanted to be a lawyer, well more like I've wanted to work with something related to law for a long time. Sigh, I'll give you peek on my plans, well more like dreams :

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After graduating, I'd like to take my LSAT ( which is sad that they don't have it here) then go to college, I'd love to go to GWU or Den haag law school. I refuse to study law in Indonesia, why? well let's save it up for next time shall we. Moving on after I graduate from my bachelor degree, I want to search for a masters degree in Law, International law. Since I hear it's easier that way :)

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Sadly I can't learn anything from the social science part in my hisgh school years, I'm ( sadly) taking science, kinda drowning here btw. And yes I do suck in chemistry, whether it's in english or not. But one thing that I've learned from dad is that the future is never secure, no matter how smart or how good you are.

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Dad he actually wanted to be an engineer, but he ended up in the International relations program. He was quite pissed at first, but then when he studied for the first semester. He loved it and felt more confident in this major and about this choice than anything else.

Hearing these stories well, I get worried but excited at the same time about what'll the future brings. Truly god has a plan for us all right?

Btw I am SO proud of these little guys :)

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" I have my way of worshipping God and his disciples" -Taffy

Let's Take Up a Challenge

Well I guess I should take up a challenge, I really need to keep track on myself. Let's see first question :

"Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is."

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Wow internet these days, getting so personal and open. Well by me writing in this blog, I'm already participating. However I do not wish to share my "lovey-dovey" relationship stats with you ( Which involves me and a bag of chips with good ol' House and Wilson shaking what god gave them)

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Instead I'll tell you a bit about my relationship w/friends,

I've been many persons, well in terms of P4 players, I can switch personas. But not intentionally, sadly. I've been the Nerd, outcast, bitch, teachers pet, jock and even the "it girl" (OMG), and of course that means I've had different friends, with of course different personalities. I've lived in different countries, which means I've meet different kinds of persons with different skin and most importantly different beliefs ( You name it religous, political etc.)

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And what amuses me the most about these oh-so-called different people? They're all the same, but different in their stereotypical way. Different as in how they act and think, same as in their loyalty towards other friends that they care about and how I can lose my grip from their frieandship they offer me. And how much I've come to realise that I've never had a friend who's been there for me, there as in physically. (As in actually being there, at that place)

But being in this kind of moving condition, makes me realise that I have 3-4 years here with new friends and I don't want to waste a minute of this. Sadly I can't be attached to people, and I've become used to this. No matter how much I love my newfound and old friends, I can't get myself to attach myself fully to them.

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Final answer :

" Unable to attach to people, afraid to commit both in a friendly and romantically way."

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" I guess I still have a long way to go. SUIT UP OH YEAH" - Taffy